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lately....a lot of things happen 2 me...i really confuse to make decision....hehe...syik ckp omputeh jew...tka plak la...hehe...belah bagi aty nie tok wat kputusan...bb kte pepatah diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bpak....ish2....ntah r...actually...ad mslh ckit at kolej tmpat aq blaja....xpyah r sebot kolej apa kan???..........F.Y.I(for your information)...aku nie sebenarnye still student lagi...n umo aku baru jew 18...and bwu jew genap beberape mnggu yg lalu.....hehe...aku study in .......... University College...n amex course Diploma in Medical Assistant....huhhh...tough gak subject aku nie....anyway....aku kne r struggle....masalah yang aku hadapi sebenarnye nie...kolej aku buat hal plak...apsal la department aku nie macam nie???ktorg dtg kolej pown mcm x blaja...asyik xde lecturer jew...lau macam nie teruz...macam ne plak  r kami2 nie nk blajau kn....???yg aq conpiuskan...aku xtaw nk kuar kolej kew x...??/adoi....xtaw r nk wat pew skunqnie...sngt2 tertekan...mne dgn final exam lg....urmmm.....